I think just until this week, I will go on with my boring blogs. I have never considered life to be really entertaining since high school. It was more of a vessel that kept me on the ground. Chaining me down and restricting me. To think that my perspective have changed a little these days. It is rather a surprise. I can see some light in this...human life of mine, and it is interesting. Life was all about acquiring things, living to obtain more knowledge, more acceptance, more skills. Now, it is a bit different, there is some hint of hope in life right now. It may be love, it may be that I am graduating in a year and ready to move on to a new set of life, it may be because I met wonderful people here at Medill, maybe its because I met Tom G, nevermind. Roger Boye, that's it! …or...it may be something else that I have not quite caught on to yet. However, life has been more joyful, and I feel like I am becoming that once optimistic, idealistic, and happy, Clemence Dongwoo Kim again. Cogito Ergo Sum, is my favorite quote. Now, I think I might want to change it so that I feel, therefore I am...rather than..I think therefore I am...My logic is now telling me that even if I am a thinking machine (oxymoron..hm) if I do not incorporate feeling, my emotion, my life may be worth nothing. No identity, no personality... Although I do not trust my emotion completely yet...I will not leave my emotions and feelings outside of my world ever again. Of course, some instructors may jump out and yell at you, "DON'T EDITORIALIZE!!" Well, at least there is one emotion I am sure I will recognize thanks to my previous experiences and experiences from here...love...that,I will always recognize and trust completely...a deceitful friend it is...but I will trust that I...can still love. Right?
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